Lost

Sometimes I wonder about, 
Lost in my own head, 
Trying to figure out who I am, 
Wanting to scream, 
Wanting to be anything but me, 
Perhaps it would be easier that way, 
To be lost in a crowd, 
Faceless and obscene, 
Just for the fun of it,
Just to see who I could be, 
Perhaps that would be the better version of me, 
Silent and obedient,
The good girl gone bad, 
Sometimes I fear I may be losing myself, 
Trying too hard to figure it all out, 
I want to know what I need, 
I want to know what I want,
I want to know. 
I want to know.  
But how will it all work out?

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